Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Hey blog readers :)
So tuesday *sigh heavily* ohhh man. Tuesday I had a mouth surgery, yeah my teeth are badly messed up. It's hard to explain without visuals and actually I'll save you time.
I couldn't eat for 8 hours. So my plan was wake up at the last moment possible so I don't get tempted:/
FAIL My mom woke me up early. GAHHH whatevs
I was nervous poopless. I honestly didn't want the surgery, but it'll help in the long run. So I've been told. again... whatevs
*at the place*
After waiting for an hour, I'm called in. This lady brought me to room six (for all you YFC boys) and they told me to lay down and relax as much as possible. another FAIL! They had the needles in front of me, I see a drill and a small knife. Do you honestly expect me to relax when I see those things in front of me! HA yer funny. So they gave me laughing gas, it sort of worked. I was still a little freaked.
The lady kept asking me questions, then she ties my arm and my arm was being to numb. She just kept asking me more questions then she sticks a needle in my arm. OUCH. She attaches it to this water thing, she told me there's nothing in it yet... emphasis on the YET. So the surgeon whatev they called, walks in injects something in my arm.. then blank.
I know it sounds cliche but I woke up in the middle of the surgery shizz. All I feel is my teeth burning like crazy I started moving around. Then I hear "Heart rate is rising, give her more ... (can't remember)" but you get the point, then I went back to sleep. crazy stuff huh? Woke up again, but this time it was over. Then I had to walk to the recovering room. Then my mom came.... I'll spare you the rest. Over all, I'm glad it's over with.
Apparently when I got home, I looked like a high chipmunk:/
a lopsided chipmunk that it. Only my right cheek is huge. *sigh* whatevs
ohh man,
jouelango.
Monday, December 28, 2009
Did what, you ask?
WELL, I've always gotten my friend to do my blogger fixations and shizz. But I finally did it on my own. I shared my achievement with my friend Lianne, she's the one doing the fixations btw. She gave me props and checked it out.
FUNNY THING, we have the same layout :P
ha! whatevs, I honestly don't feel like searching for a new one... cause it took me long time to find a layout I actually like. I don't know if she's gonna change it, but she did have it first :/ so I don't know. grrr
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OHHH MY FREAK LEAKING GOSH.
still wishing mother nature will skip tuesdays and bring wednesdays :/
HOLE
EEEE
CRUD
MUFF
INS!!!
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
ohh christmas, how I hate what you do to me... *sigh*
Sunday, December 13, 2009
she's doing it again, yelling at me for the stupidest reasons. It all started last night, I was at the CFC bramps christmas party. There, there was two rooms, the big one where everyone is, and another where the kids go to when they're bored. If it wasn't obvious, I was in the other room, with all of the other teens that were at the party. In the room, there was a ping-pong table, but it was folded up, creating a private place... and shizz.BLAH. So I was in there with my friend Joel, we were just talking and stuff. Then my mom came looking for me, I saw her and I didn't want her thinking things so I went out, then Joel stood up. She saw then she called me. I walked over, then she's like " why you there? with him? " blah blah blah. I just told her "we were just talking" cause literally thats what we did. JUST TALKED! But with her mother instincts she jumped to conclusions and made me go to the big room. After a couple minutes, I asked her if I could go back, she said "fine, but I see with a boy...."
Then today, I wanted to go to the KFC christmas party. (if your thinking kentucky fried chicken... guess again) But also, there was a surprise party in Kitchener. So I asked if I could go to the KFC party. cause honestly which party would YOU choose
party 1; (surprise party) two hour drive, for a 2 hour party. then another 2 drive home. All you do there is eat, then wait till your parents call you to leave.
party 2; (KFC christmas party) hour drive, FIVE hour party and another 1 (probably less) hour drive home. All you'd do there is eat, dance,play..... never a dull moment. but I wouldn't know... would I?!
???? UGHH. honestly, if you still feel like you'd rather leave me in the middle of the highway. GO AHEAD. It's better then being on a freaking leash! you say I'M the one that puts on an act infront of people, but when we're alone or at home i'm a different person... STOP TALKING ABOUT YOURSELF!! If I'm with someone, your all full of fake smiles and "angelic" voice... caring and shit, when they aren't there, you immediately turn the exact opposite. CRAP! You blame it ALL ON ME! how do you think this fcuking does to me?! HUH?! Don't be fcuking surprised if you see my crying, don't be surprised if I don't talk to you. DON'T BE SURPRISED WHEN AN HOUR LATER, YOU EXPECT ME TO ACT LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED. don't be surprised if I'm up at 3 in the morning, doing homework or studying or reviewing. IT'S YOUR FAULT I'M WORKING MY ASS OFF TO GET THROUGH MY ACADEMIC COURSES PLUS THE STUPID FRENCH PROGRAM YOU MADE ME CONTINUE! If my 80 percent average isn't good enough for you, THEN LAY OFF MY BACK! it's hard enough concentrating with you yelling in my ear what a bad daughter i am. how lazy I am. okay? I'VE FUCKING HAD ENOUGH. SO JUST SHUT THE HELL UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE. and you wonder why I'm always on the phone?... ohh dear, I wonder? WELL I obviously can't talk to you, my dad is always working and my sisters are busy with work and school. so the people I CAN talk to are my friends. AND WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH HAVING GUY FRIENDS? HUH. freaking telling me imma flirt, I CAN'T HAVE A CONVERSATION WITH A GUY WITHOUT YOU THINKING THERE'S SOMETHING BETWEEN US? there IS something there.... you know it's called FRIENDship, it's popular these days. even IF... there was something more, uhh? Is that bad? liking the opposite gender? did you honestly developpe an interest in guys at 25?! ARE YOU SERIOUS? like what the blood, you react like I'm having sex with the guy... CHILL! we are just talking. I want to make you yell? huh... YOU MAKE ME WANT TO RUN AWAY AND NEVER COME BACK!!!!
I honestly tried, to put a stop to this. Stop the yelling. I'M TRYING, why can't you? I fcuking hate, that I wish I wasn't your daughter.I hate that when I tell others my problems, they see you as this monster when I know your not,... but this is what YOU do. Can't blame me anymore. I changed already. I'm done trying to make us one big happy family...cause honestly, WE AREN'T. I've tried for the last 6 years and no progress, it just got worse and worse. I'm not saying I'm giving up on hope, I still hope we can be a happy family... I'm done trying to bring us all together, cause all your doing is pulling further and further apart and I handle it anymore.
second family; I really need you right now.
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
SEASON FINALE OF GLEE!!
best show ever<3ohhh, I forgot to greet you readers. sorry:/
HEY all you blog readers,
do you watch glee?! cause if you dont... YOU SUCK!! Like I said before, glee is the best show ever. GAHH. tonight was the season finale. *squeals* LOL. go ahead, make yer fun, but once you watch one episode you'll get the jitter bugs also.
Those who missed it, I'd advised you not read any further, unless you like spoilers;Rachel; I liked her at first but now.naaw mayne, she just makes me mad now. LIKE, I know she did Quinn a favor by telling Finn, but Quinn should have been the one to tell him. IT'S NONE OF HER BUSINESS! But above all that, honestly, she DOES have an amazing voice. no lie.
Finn; ehh. he's a cuite :P AHAH. he has a good voice, he keeps glee together. I really like him and Quinn together. Their names found alike ;P Rachel just tried to hard to make him hers. but whatevs won't get together....
Mr.SHUE; i love mr.shue!!!! HE'S THE GREATEST!!! He finally found out his stupid grossness of a wife ISN'T REALLY preggers. stupid trick. But he's with EMMA NOW!!! love!!! awwww they are soooooooo uber cute together. I knew they were gonna get together.
sue; GROSS I hate her guts. I AM GLAD she got what she deserved, stupid homo b*tch/ sorry for my vulgar language. but honestly, I hated her from the beginning. no, I don't even want to talk about this trick no more. homo
Mercedes; yooh, this girl is big who gives a flying fart in space. SHE HAS AN AMAZING VOICE! she's my girl :P LOL she's my favourite glee caster, apart from mr.shue and the next person imma talk about.
Artie; gahh! Artie is the best guy singer in my opinion. He's the cutest! lmaoo. (yes i think all of dem bwois are cute) I loved it when he sang lean on me <3 ahhh love. lmao
Kurt; i love this gay guy! AHAH. he's soo freaking hilarious. The things he says and HOW he says them. LOL he's so honest too. AHAH. my favourite was the singles ladies!
extras; asian guy is CUTE! lmaoo. and he's good at dancing also. umm Quinn she's okay. i don't have much to say about her. The 2 cheerios ; ahh, blonde one is kinda.... awkward. lol *awkward turtle* and the other cheerio, she's okay. Other asian :P she's a good singer also. I hope she goes out with Artie :P ahah.mhmm PUCK! who can forget puck? :P he;s mohawk s'all good. He's the father of quinns baby.. :O shocking? naaw not really.
OVERALL; glee is my newfound favourite show. If you want to stalker the glee casters
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1327801/ heres my stalking link :P ahah
ummm if you don't believe their singing is awesome http://www.youtube.com/user/LeelooDoyle thats where I do. S/He is always up to date with songs and shizz.
also, If you like in canada... or rogers :P it's on channel 28 ( or 3) on wednesdays at 9! I don't know about other television providers :/ or or or you can watch it online.
GLEE DOMINATES!!!true say? At the end of the episode, I got up and clapped. LOL. s'all good.
sooo it's late :/ ohh crud muffins. I'm suppose to be studying. whatevs it's just religion. laters blog readers. Hoped you liked my GLEE contribution.
goodnight and GOD bless :)
-jubileee16
Heyy all you blogger readers,
sooo last night I went to small famjam. Yeah, it was getting a little boring then 1408 came on. At first I was like " phht, what the heck is this? this sounds soo stupid." *british accent* ohh bollocks was I wrong!!! holy crud muffins. If you don't know what the movie 1408 is about... go search it up. lol. I don't want to get into the deets :/ So just as the suspense was rising, this poon bomb descides to turn off the lights and closed the doors. I was on the laptop so I had something to cover my eyes with. Sad thing was I could still see the tv on the mirror. Thankfully my mom said we have to go. *whew* But I was still scared as a 4 year old. Yeah, I'm like the biggest scardy cat you'll ever meet. Go ahead, make fun of me.
When I got home, I was paranoid. Like no lie, I DID NOT want to be alone. garrr. So I called Joel, and he made fun of me. |-) whatevs. It was like 12... and my eyes were drooping. I was in bed, with a pillow and blanket fort around me.:P lmaoo. I woke up at 2:30 cause the phone was beeping in my ear :/ After that, I couldn't fall asleep. Every time I closed my eyes.... the movie replayed. CLEAR AS DAY. Sooo I just stayed awake and watch television. Around 5:30-ish.... the tv wasn't working. My heart was racing !!! gahh. The only channel that did work was the guide, not veery distracting. GAAAAAAAAAAHHH.
@ 6, I heard movement in my house.:/ I was like an alert bunny. Turned out to be my sister getting ready for work. *whew* But I was still paranoid. GAAAAH. This is why I DO NOT watch scary movies. I get paranoid for like a week. :/ gahh whatevs,
I'm donee with this.
have a nice day, GOD bless.
goodbye from a paranoid girl :/
Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though its breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
Youll see the sun come shining through, for you
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
if you just smile
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
if you just smile