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'jubileee
JMR;november.twentyfirst.ohhnine
I have grills | june3;fourteen
STA: fresh(wo)man my muggle school.
GOD is the bun | Fam is the burger | loves are the ketchup and mustard <3
i'm FRESHnot
You can find me, find me on TWITTER,
Find me on FACEBOOK there should be a picture,
Yeah I got a FORMSPRING, wanna check it out,
Also got a TUMBLR when I wanna blog it out.
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♥
'jubileee
JMR;november.twentyfirst.ohhnine
I have grills | june3;fourteen
STA: fresh(wo)man my muggle school.
GOD is the bun | Fam is the burger | loves are the ketchup and mustard <3
i'm FRESH
You can find me, find me on TWITTER,
Find me on FACEBOOK there should be a picture,
Yeah I got a FORMSPRING, wanna check it out,
Also got a TUMBLR when I wanna blog it out.
BLOG IT OUT.
♥
Hey all you blog 'dems,
soo heres the story of my day today.
school tings; [period one] In science, we watched planet earth. It's some documentary about the world, but mostly it was about the forest and living creatures in there. We watched the circle of life :/ You see, I'm fine with animals eating other animals... just as long as I don't see it. *sigh* onto happy thoughts.... well not so much happy. LOL two squirrels had sex :P It was kinda awkward.
[period two] In French, all we did was watch a movie. I wasn't really paying attention... I was messing around with my hair. LOL
[period three] GYM... another supply teacher. S'all good. We played soccer and basketball. I swear 9/10 times when we have a supply, we play freaking soccer!! At first it was okay, now it's getting annoying. Gahh, when we finally played basketball, I did get the back much. S'all good, the ball tends to slip from my fingers XD As I was getting rebound, the ball bent my middle finger back :/ gahh it kills. I can barely bend my finger. *sigh*
[period four] Religion, didn't really do much. Just sat in the back, chilling, singing to myself. What I usually did in religion. LOL
home tings; When I got home... I ate, but didn't not sleep. lol as tired as I was, I was too excited to sleep. I got bored around 4, so I took the curling iron and curled my hair. When I got to the top of my hair... the hair under it was flattening! :O I don't have hair spray so I just left it. Surprisingly, most curls stayed, yay! lol. But my hair still looked like a big ball of hair so I pinned it together. Finally my dad was ready and we left for CLP.
CLP tings; First off, I can not control kids. I said "Relex" or "Attention attention ATTENTION!" like 30 times. Me,Carla,Meg and Paulo like messed up on the teachings :/ whatevs. IT WAS OUR LAST CLP MEETING! :( noooo *sigh*. Someone was suppose to come, but couldn't make it. Sadness washed over me :( But I tried to make the best of tonight and thats what I did. Mhmm there was this girl, aaaannnd... she cried over the little-ist things. No further commentary. AHAH. After kids started to calm down, we played NINJA!!!! waddup waddup? LMAOO. For like the last 30 minutes of clp was ... gah unexplainable. The four of us were like laughing non-stop. LMAOROTFLBTCSTCNDBFOOTWIFOAGWLLBGWTHROOTSAIAKBAYB!!! Jerking... b-boyin'! If you saw us, you'd probably be like "what are those freaks doing? why the heck is she laughing like that?" but you know how we do?! LOL.
soo I'm gonna go. It's getting late, and I'm tired, considering I missed my nap. ya'know. Take care :) GOD bless XD
-jouelango
OHH btw; if you don't know what "LMAOROTFLBTCSTCNDBFOOTWIFOAGWLLBGWTHROOTSAIAKBAYB" stands for. It stands for Laughing my ass off rolling on the floor biting the carpet, scaring the cat, nearly dying by falling out of the window in front of a guy who looks like Bill Gates, who then horrified runs out on the street and is accidentally killed by a yellow bulldozer get it? got it? good.
Ohhkay so, today I thought would be average. But me, seems like I'll never see an average day:/ In gym, I had a supply teacher. He had a funny accent to be honest :P gahh, unfortunately we played hockey, gross. As he was putting us into groups, I was staring off in space, thinking about random things. I didn't notice him calling me so he's like "Hello? HELLO?! open your eyes!!" I was appauled at his rudeness :P So I walk over to my group, and they're like " how mean ,he made fun of your eyes!" I mean,come on, I KNOW my eyes are chinky, no need for jokes now. Later into the game, he asks my gymmmate if she's four eyes? She was hesitant to repsond so she just nodded. Then he asks if she wants six?! what the blood? LOL.
During religion, I thought I'd be bada*s today and listen to my mp3 in class. If your thinking "thats not that extreme" if you know me, I actually follow the rules :P whatevs. 'kay so continuing on... I was listening and we were doing individually class work. I was asking my classmate a question, thinking I was whispering. As I was talking, every turns and looks at me. I'm like okay wtb, whats happening, so I take out my headphones and my teacher is like "wow, I've never heard jouela talk that loud" After lots of apologies for interrpting class she told me to always put one in, and not both :P lesson learned XD
When I got home, I ate then slept for 4 hours:) The dream of a lazy person :P I missed my naps. My mom would always wake me up after 30 minutes. I kinda caught myself drooling :P EXPOSED. but yeah, ever since I got braces... I swear I produce more saliva :/ grossness? I know right? but yeaah. After my nap I got up, and went on the computer. Talked to my bestfriend and this special guy *giggles oddly* LMAO
Yeah soo I have a new goal, and I plan to achieve my goal :P
wish me luck. GOD bless,
-jouelango
soo today. what did I do today you ask?
WELL, in school; First period, I checked my unit test mark... I didn't fail! WOOT WOOT. 86%, and I was freaking out sunday night :P. Second period was boring soo I'll save you time and skip. 3RD PERIOD.OMG.For gym class, we went bowling!!Me, am not a good bowler, except on wii. XD I really didn't want to walk in the fog, but whatevs. First, I got small shoes and my feet were KILLING me.gahh. So for like 1 minute I walked in my socks. Gross right? LOL Second, I could not lift that bowling ball. Why can't the bowling balls be 6 pounds or something? ALSO, I chipped one of my nails :O. *sigh* if you know me, you'd know how I care for my nails and grow them as long as possible XD We didn't stay very long there cause of time and shizz. So, fourth period. Holy swiss cheese. I was darn tootin' tired! For the last 30 minutes, I was dead asleep in the back of class, no lie. When I woke up, we had this group project :/ and it's already due tomorrow. That goes to show, never sleep in class.
After school; today I took the bus... again :/ GAHH I hate the transit bus! Yesterday, I was like half falling. And I hate holding that nasty pole. grahh. The only upside about taking the bus is talking to friends after school. *weird accent* dats s'it! OHH, I remember yesteday... lol when I was walking home with my friend Alysha, it was quiet, no cars then all of sudden 3 birds flew past us. SCARED THE LIVING SNOT OUT OF ME! Me and Alysha laughed for a good 5 minutes, then we had to go seperate ways :( I dislike walking alone, so I took out my keys, ya'know , just in case someone tries something... I'll whip my keys at them XD
Soo, that was my day. Over and out, GOD bless :)
-jouelango
Through all the shit i've been through these past days/weeks/months/years.... I just want to thank all dem people who were there, 24/7! You don't know how much you mean to me. Thanks for believing in me, actions speak louder than words. "I'm always gonna be here, you know that" you proved to me that you've kept your word. THANKS <3 i love you(nht). words can't express how greatful I am to have you in my life. I'm going to name names because if i forget anyone, i don't want them thinking i'm not thankful for them.
So all of you who've been there, y'all know who you are :) LOVE YOU.
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"He's my sunshine in the rain,
My Tylenol when I'm in pain yeah
Let me tell you what he means to me
Like a tall glass of lemonade
When it's burnin' hot on summer days
he's exactly what I need
he's soothing like the ocean rushing on the sand
he takes care of me
And he helps me be a better woman
he's so wonderful, sometimes I want to close my eyes
he's exactly what I need
he's my smile when I'm feelin' blue
My good night sleep when the day is through
Let me tell you what he means to me
Kinda like the feelin' after your first kiss
Except that Everyday he makes me feel like this
he's exactly what I need"
Lemonade - Passion
"And I lost my faith, in my darkest days,
but he makes me want to believe"
*He is love - Parachute
you mean alot to me JMR <3
i don't know why the fuck i'm crying right now.
and if i say why, you'd probably say it's a stupid reason and i'm crying for nothing.
but for those who really understand me and my problems in life, you'll know that it's the same shit all the fucking time. excuse me for my vile language but this just comes out like word vomit when i'm mad/sad/pissed/depressed and so on.
So for those who's reading this, is five minutes long? is 300seconds really THAT long? cause i think that's nothing compared to six years of being shut out of my familys life. SIX YEARS. you know, it wasn't always like this. ughh ever since we fucking moved, my life has been downhill. Me and my sisters used to be really close. we'd have slumber parties in each others room, did each others hair, we actually talked to one another. now... we've gone seperate ways. We don't talk to each other, we sleep in seperate rooms, or atleast i'm not included in any of that stuff. It literary breaks my heart that i'm always excluded in everything. All the inside jokes some of my sisters have, the secrets. I was even kicked out "my" room.
At camp, i said "i'd do anything to get my old family back" I still stand to that statement. it'd be nice to have dinner as a whole family. not me eating alone at 7:30 feeling like an idiot, because they had already eaten... without me. It'd be nice to hear "you can get through this, i'll be here" from my family. i feel fucking invisble in my house, they just pass me by, not a word, not a glance... just a brush off. If my life keeps going on this way, i don't know where i'll be in another six years.
camp endure... is just one day away, and i don't know if i can do this. I best get ready with my armor, wish me luck.
