jubileee;
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HAKUNA MATATA!
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Lately... I feel like crying all the time. I guess life, just isn't working out for me. Everyone has problems, most are repeated, some are small and then you have the one where you give up on life. You give up trying anymore, because you feel like
"Whats the point?"I'm at that point.I feel as, no one cares anymore. That if I died, no one would miss me. Like I say everywhere now, I'm fading away, and no ones noticing. What do I mean I'm "fading away", you ask?
Well, all my mom ever does is yell at me, about everything. My dad is barely home now. My sisters don't care, and my friends. I'm losing my friends. No one talks to me anymore, and when they do, they have to go or they're busy or it's just awkward.
"No one should be alone." Then I guess I'm a nobody. I won't be surprised by sem. 2, I'll be invisible, a loner, failure and everyone hates me. Things aren't the same anymore, but I can't get the past back. Even if I do, it'll be a dream and only for a couple of minutes. "But you can change the future, make it better"
What's the point? I'll be back at where I started from...